I….I have so much to say yet no words leave these lips.
The fear of self still numbs my spirit.
Lord You know what it is I continue to struggle with.
It comes and goes with an force I can hardly describe.
Father I pray thee forgive these repeated transgressions I commit.
And although I know I am not worthy, through it all, You have shown me grace and mercy.
This is why You Lord will forever be my Savior, my Hope, my Paradigm.