These moments are becoming more common and even draining at times
At what point in the constant temptation to walk away from it all do you give in?
The wall you worked hard at building to separate the temptation has managed to form cracks… internally
Then again, maybe that is the problem.
The desire to avoid the temptation rather than addressing it is the cause of this…this feeling… this thinking.
It should not be one of my greatest concerns. Yet for some reason my cry is louder than it has been in a long time.
I know You can hear me and my words may not always be articulated with divine. But this unsettling feeling is being put in Your hands.
Loving more like You is the journey I hope to conquer. And I pray that this subtle feeling does not one day consume me.
Because I know Your Spirit can cling to mine with ease. If I just let my guard down and let You lead.
Hopefully my vision to see beyond the trees is not too out of focus. The temptation to wander off may come and go, but my desire to know You is without question.
These feelings are so bittersweet. One moment I am witnessing how Your Love illuminates the beauty and endless possibilities this life can bring. And the next moment, I am witnessing the true meaning behind the Book of Ecclesiastes.
Selah.
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